everything feels quite empty suddenly .. sabi's flying off today ... hmmm.... we all are going to miss her . ah welll 3rd dec is the gig can't wait for it but we need to jam if not we aren't prepared for it ahhhhhh..... tmrw's the last day of school . then vuala i am free .. just a few more months to go with probation .. suddenly i dont know why . the more you feel your growing the more you feel your parting with people . Does growth make you not just grow up but also makes you grow further away from the ones you care and trust such as friends and lovers and most important family ? well i guess it does alittle everyday it gets lonelier . learning to bear . i just wish everything comes back to normal once everything ends or if possible at the start of the new year ... a new year is a fresh start . its where you are being freed of your sins . where you have to think of anything you do now . treat a new year carefully and smartly or you will just waste it
THAT'S MY DAY!Sunday, November 29, 2009
ahhh goshh lazy fingers at a time like this ... hmmm need to warm up alot to un lazify hahaha .... ah whatever i am going to sleep now fucking tired
THAT'S MY DAY!Wednesday, November 04, 2009
i miss the old jizz and shit GAHHHHH.....
THAT'S MY DAY!Monday, November 02, 2009
haha last week performed at black hole with arsonist sweaty smelly and awesome and really hot hmmm.... well 14th performing again .. wakakakaa playing 2 more new songs ... like slit wrist and purging of the wicked by S > O < T sea of treachery if you dont know fuck your self wakakkaka... just finish learing almost the whole solo quite hard uh since its really technical and rythmic kind well can nail it just need time .... hahaha okay
THAT'S MY DAY!Wednesday, October 28, 2009
hahah just watched finish the proposal.... haha got a thing for chick flicks i dont know why ... but ahhh it gets me .... hmmm....
school's time table is great man prefer it now ..
all this while i still really miss you
it feels so lonely around
but whatever
my life is just getting
bitter and bitterer i guess
it feels this way but is it true ?
time to find out
THAT'S MY DAY!Tuesday, October 13, 2009
starting to get fucking stress..... bank book going missing ... paranoid about money.... fuckingg fuck.. i wanna work but fuck . i cant find any fucking job at alll... fuck ..... i swear one more fucking stress i willl fucking blow... i really feel like whacking anyone that fucking pisses me off the first now ..... fucking hellll.....
THAT'S MY DAY!Sunday, September 20, 2009
ahhh...... got my second not going to school letter today from schoool.... ahh.. fuck la. i should have take info comm... now i am just wasting my fucking life away.. goshh... isnt it bad enough already. i dont know what the fuck i wanna be ... i guess i just have too try again.. hmmm....... i still have two more terms too go .. just go to school.. and not be a foool... it could be easy. i can try. ah... this is all so fucked up ..
THAT'S MY DAY!Monday, August 31, 2009
